Saturday 9 April 2011

THATS A LIFE TOO !



This outrageous approach does not hurt
Me, I’m habitual, living in cemetery, your
Abuse, maltreatment, exploitations are
Part of my life, in consequence I couldn’t
Oppose because I’m defenseless, weaker
Then you, you forced me to follow the
Orders, on the bed, on the floor, in the
Bathroom, your serpentine venom, stings
Fangs, squeezing the delicate part of body
You made me an object to collect your
Saliva, semen, bites, scratch, love, hates,
Don’t know, it’s my persona or an ashtray!
Your prolong process to lured me, as an
Orphanage I had nothing to do except
Adopt you as a father, sometimes as a
Master, gradually adopted your authority
In my life, slowly you converted my body
Souls, heart, brain accordingly your need!
Later you made me hermaphrodite, in
Beginning feels pain, shame, hesitation, hate
Before maturity, I had been puppet in your
Hands, you beautifully utilized my existence
In your isolated life, your muscled body, love
Changed my individuality, I forgot my gender,
Identification, significance of life, just my
Planet finish in your desires, your deep
Involvement later changed my attitudes, I
Started loving you, bit by bit the venomous
Thinking altered, now I nothing without you –

--- SHANTANU SANYAL 

(This poem based on a handsome young man s life,
Whom I know very well, live in relation with another
man, since childhood, as second man helped him for
study, once he shared his secrets with details -
During waiting time in the airport, it inspired me
To write few lines, but I found that person has no
Any regret about his life, he was happy, successful
In his life, working as a manager in a big firm, he is 
my Facebook friend since long time, he completely 
dedicate to that older person a bachelor )

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