THATS A LIFE TOO !

This outrageous approach does not hurt

Me, I’m habitual, living in cemetery, your

Abuse, maltreatment, exploitations are

Part of my life, in consequence I couldn’t

Oppose because I’m defenseless, weaker

Then you, you forced me to follow the

Orders, on the bed, on the floor, in the

Bathroom, your serpentine venom, stings

Fangs, squeezing the delicate part of body

You made me an object to collect your

Saliva, semen, bites, scratch, love, hates,

Don’t know, it’s my persona or an ashtray!

Your prolong process to lured me, as an

Orphanage I had nothing to do except

Adopt you as a father, sometimes as a

Master, gradually adopted your authority

In my life, slowly you converted my body

Souls, heart, brain accordingly your need!

Later you made me hermaphrodite, in

Beginning feels pain, shame, hesitation, hate

Before maturity, I had been puppet in your

Hands, you beautifully utilized my existence

In your isolated life, your muscled body, love

Changed my individuality, I forgot my gender,

Identification, significance of life, just my

Planet finish in your desires, your deep

Involvement later changed my attitudes, I

Started loving you, bit by bit the venomous

Thinking altered, now I nothing without you –

--- SHANTANU SANYAL 

(This poem based on a handsome young man s life,

Whom I know very well, live in relation with another

man, since childhood, as second man helped him for

study, once he shared his secrets with details -

During waiting time in the airport, it inspired me

To write few lines, but I found that person has no

Any regret about his life, he was happy, successful

In his life, working as a manager in a big firm, he is 

my Facebook friend since long time, he completely 

dedicate to that older person a bachelor )