CAN NOT SAY IN THIS MOMENT - -

I've tried again tonight, to decorate 
the desolate heart, again I'm 
sitting alone, near the 
broken glass -
window,
on 
the river edge, perhaps, returned - 
back, all the ferry boats, the 
clamor of birds toward 
the silence, the
old banyan 
tree 
looks just haunted, tho' it has been 
given shelter to everyone, 
indeed, the wrinkles 
of face, and 
infidelity
of 
mirror, do not know which one is - -
correct, the truth is that, you'll
not look me back, and 
false isn't that I've
not waited 
for 
you, you've many compulsion, but -
I didn't get single excuse, just 
accepted your decision,
defeat or victory 
in life, in 
this
moment, analyzing is meaningless,
again, I've been adopted the
eclipsed love or just 
ingested the 
slow 
poison, really I do not know about -
that, just as usual I'm waiting 
for you - - 

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- SHANTANU SANYAL 
http://sanyalsworld.blogspot.com/
art by Elvin Aytaç