lamp of temple

the hills had have its own story 

you made it in the blue mountain,

because distance changed the
feelings

visions are not always reality, please

come nearer to my heart, just feel

the pain of throbbing, a graph of 

emotions goes up down as waves flow

on the chest of wild rivers, all the
time

uncertainity to loose your
affection

didnt allow me to sleep entire
night,

flying pale leaves on the winds,
reminds

autumn is knocking the doors
eagerly,

some pieces of gray clouds in the
sky

few lovely flowers in the bare
tree,

as desires are ornamented by
someone,

i know, your love is changed the
route

is it possible to break the
relation?

all along the path, my shadows are

illuminated the flame to show the
trail,

did it easy to derecognize the
love?

the beating of my heart banded your

emotions, you couldnt go far away
dear,

i trust, you would come back again,

here, my love is endless candle,
only

it knows burning as lamp of temple.

--- shantanu sanyal

 

 

 

 

the completeness

expectations to get the completeness
of love, you deluded all the emotions
my commitments are deep rain clouds,
to cover all the arid land of life, i desire
to break myself numerous times to fill
the hollowness of hearts including you,
my love has no prejudice, you ask to
conscience, release me to fly as a bird,
the beauties of planet offered me love
flowers glamourized my persona, ocean
rivers,valleys hypnotized my passion,
i submitted all the physical vigor to you,
just let me liberate from the whirl of
affection, my heart is restless for strange
world of survival, i want to love again to
them who has been left behind far away,
may be you couldnt feel, the echoes ---
coming from the long destination in pieces,
some faces overshadowed by the world
few suffocated feelings want to breathing,
in the lap of stripped nature, as a fetus
impatient to see the light, new experience,
i want to break the promise my beloved
let me live for some more days, please --
-- shantanu sanyal

মোহভঙ্গ

one deastination to other

i waited for you, since the moment of promise
adjacent the lake of new born pink lotus,
moon sank in the blues before midnight
shadows of trees disappeared slowly-
i searched you, in the echoes of darkness,
in the fast asleep emotional rain forest
ring of saturn was all my dreams, you
extinct in the galaxies of luxurious life,
the lines of palm had rejected the amity
i found myself a margin left over on the
epic of love, as written by your deep eyes,
hostility is performed by the society in
his way, my persona was an isolated land
i waited for you, for few drops of water
as, passion flowers of terrace wanted to
climb up some more stairs of life, all the
endeavor to get back your love, i roamed
persistently one  deastination to other ,
as the clouds of desert, i did not see you
anywhere - - -

--- shantanu sanyal

sometimes

wrinkles of the face doesnt wait
longer to re decorate the mirror,
images sometimes refuse to accept
the truth of life, i had no any news
though planet is changed rapidly,
winter is knocked the door as usual
when i awaken, flowers have been dried
on the path of life,  it was too late-
to re collect the elegant soft touches
your unexpected gift remained,
wrapped with dreams in the heart,
i looked you from a long distance,
unexplained your eyes were saying
may be some other day ----------
-shantanu sanyal

solution unknown

life is originated from the darkness
i know very well, but there is some
enlightenment too, in the out of ovary,
the fetus becomes the infant through
the circle of moments,days,months
seasons make the emotions matured,
denial of your support to the sprouts
wouldnt effect the blooming of buds
some flora knows how to survive in
the arid, thorny, harsh surroundings,
the nature, evolution goes through
day and night, unseen a self process,
offended souls one day would be
before you to claiming the share, its
up to the doors to give explanations,
deprived, destitute voice reacts to
the depth of heart, out come would be
unpredicted, solution unknown - - -

-- shantanu sanyal

once we knitted the dreams of love

the oceanic high waves break egos-
all arrogance disperses on the shoreline,
the prehistoric rocks smile all the time,
physical erosion is the part of life, just
the wild stream flows since decades -
on the surface of granite, creates canals
falling from the peak, seven colours make
the pleasent moments on the hearts-
here once we knitted the dreams of love,
web of desires might be broken, but
the delicate threads of relations is still
breathing, true adoration never dies,
echoes of all the sweet moments of life
reminds me, you are in my heart, planet
is bloomed whenever you smiled near
or far away a rhythm traveled between
us, somewhere you are waiting for me,
i can feel your presence everywhere,
inclined clouds, mystic dense forest
mysterious climbers embracing the trees
the unfolding tender leaves, flowers
just like your graceful face reflects, the
first new born ray is touching on
sleeping moisturized the grassland,
the seeds of dreams hidden, under the
residues of wounded emotions,perhaps
one day the oceanic waves would be calm.
- shantanu sanyal

the whirl of esteems

discontented soul raised the hands
currents of river suppressed desires,
tried to cross the whirl of esteems but
not succeed to bisect from you, dear!
depth of relation was so crystal clear,
whenever tried to submerge all the-
land of blossom adjoining in the life,
couldnt raze the bridge of affection,
obsessed thirst converted a form of
submission, i gripped persistently in
the trap of passionate your persona,
tried to release from the shadow of
beautiful eyes, i dwindled on the lips,
the monsoon streams are engrossed
by the prolong arid valleys of hillocks,
tiny attractive flowers were bloomed
on the thorny wet land, as clouds had
been replaced by smiling rainbow of
your graceful love, sign of triumph,

defeated my masculine angles, reshaped
to embrace you with complete devotion.
--- shantanu sanyal