internal eyes

unveiled today, my love before

the world, why you depressed?

circle of life has unlimited rings

looks an object for an individual,

whirling emotions move in speed

centered to an unseen lovely icon,

perhaps you looked only one colour

heart stirred with mosaic shades,

my destinations were not estimated

valleys, flowers, rivers, sea, moon

i know them, feel too, life doesn t

want to hang around to visions only,

internal eyes have performed its

role gracefully, i found a beam

piercing through the soul for liberation,

appealing to embrace the ugly

faces, oozing wounds, to give them

some hopes, i refuse to my desires,

accepted penalties in true love,

to follow the path of authentic

i left the familiar trail, let the

destiny has to decide the ultimate

consequences ---

-- shantanu sanyal

a candle -burning all the times

beyond the horizon a candle -
burning all the times, did you
remember,once we pledged to
share the elations with suffering-
strange faces, we conversed that
our love would be like jasmine,
universal aroma, no concealed
just like jypsy clouds, no shelter
feathers of beautiful birds said
get our colors to fill the feelings,
coral reefs indicated the the path
for touching the  depth of pain,
i observed,there was the waves
of ocean in to your eyes,willing
to walk on the desert surface,
along with me to disperse the
love, compassion to lamented
eyes, we wanted to exchange the
hurt emotions, let it invigorate
i know, you loved me sincerely
but our love was caged,let it
unshackle, as condensed clouds
desire to down pour in molecules.
-- shantanu sanyal

the unseen destination

the pigeon flock is on the move
vast blues fascinated them to fly
some silvery clouds desire to stay
as unknown accord between us
says- let the blossom spread out,
the silky sun light of after noon
resting on the bougainvillea herbs,
in your proximity, dreams reborn
your persona reshaped swiftly as
touch me not- tiny flowers with full
passion, i looked you with stable
eyelashes, scented twilight walked
slowly under your inclined face,
the delicate lips wanted to hide the
emotions,sweet smile unfolded all,
i know, your heart is restless, desire
to listen my beutiful approach, in the
darkness i said- love you, softly
you move the face towards tuber-
lillies, i saw they gradually open the
petals,fragranced moments dragged
us, and we lost the unseen destination.
-- shantanu sanyal

mystic blossom

indefinite was the destnation, but
we reached together in the valley
of dreams, a divine perception was
forced to accept the reality of life,
here, every thing is molded in a single
color of compassion, the path of love
and sacrifice, faces are irrelevant just
a slight inclination to stretch the hand,
embracing the painful emotions, keeping
the piece of cooton, dipped into the love,
wounds have uniformed feelings, please
feel it, the hidden pleasure of injured
face says, somewhere ray of hope is --
surviving still, to pick up the teardrops
we surrendered, all the egos to get
real pleasure of life, a sweet smile, for
sharing all miseriesof someone, we
detached the self interests, in search of
a mystic blossom, could be appeared
on the heart of sahara, one day we all
would be love to each other, like the
abundant flowers of eden, blooming
together, sharing the nectar in combined.
-- shantanu sanyal

in search of peace

in search of peace, tranquality
searched the life eagerly all over,
my conscience looked your image
in side the heart with full swing
your angelic touch changed the life
and i began to analyze myself,
all the negative emotions were
altered, shaped to multi dimensional
bloom of unknown flower, tender, full
of fragrance, a deep feeling to love
the planet with new experiences,
violence changed in form of kid s
smile, desires surrender the lust,
i felt myself a person of new birth,
the flames of revolt slow down
bitterness diluted, harmonious
songs of adoration tuned itself,
unseen flow merged my egos -
i crossed the line of fear to accept
that your love made me human,
i do not know the classification
of love, i am far away from you
and unable to see your existence,
but i believe my soul is near to you.
-- shantanu sanyal

lamp of temple

the hills had have its own story 

you made it in the blue mountain,

because distance changed the
feelings

visions are not always reality, please

come nearer to my heart, just feel

the pain of throbbing, a graph of 

emotions goes up down as waves flow

on the chest of wild rivers, all the
time

uncertainity to loose your
affection

didnt allow me to sleep entire
night,

flying pale leaves on the winds,
reminds

autumn is knocking the doors
eagerly,

some pieces of gray clouds in the
sky

few lovely flowers in the bare
tree,

as desires are ornamented by
someone,

i know, your love is changed the
route

is it possible to break the
relation?

all along the path, my shadows are

illuminated the flame to show the
trail,

did it easy to derecognize the
love?

the beating of my heart banded your

emotions, you couldnt go far away
dear,

i trust, you would come back again,

here, my love is endless candle,
only

it knows burning as lamp of temple.

--- shantanu sanyal

 

 

 

 

the completeness

expectations to get the completeness
of love, you deluded all the emotions
my commitments are deep rain clouds,
to cover all the arid land of life, i desire
to break myself numerous times to fill
the hollowness of hearts including you,
my love has no prejudice, you ask to
conscience, release me to fly as a bird,
the beauties of planet offered me love
flowers glamourized my persona, ocean
rivers,valleys hypnotized my passion,
i submitted all the physical vigor to you,
just let me liberate from the whirl of
affection, my heart is restless for strange
world of survival, i want to love again to
them who has been left behind far away,
may be you couldnt feel, the echoes ---
coming from the long destination in pieces,
some faces overshadowed by the world
few suffocated feelings want to breathing,
in the lap of stripped nature, as a fetus
impatient to see the light, new experience,
i want to break the promise my beloved
let me live for some more days, please --
-- shantanu sanyal

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